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Recover To Flourish | Eating Disorder Recovery Podcast

Recover To Flourish | Eating Disorder Recovery Podcast

Ciandra Birnbaum 153 Episodes Jun 23, 2026

Recover To Flourish is a podcast dedicated to eating disorder recovery, hosted by Ciandra Birnbaum, an eating disorder recovery coach and nutritional advisor. Each weekly episode explores topics such as mindset shifts, self-care practices, and techniques for managing triggers. The show also features interviews with experts and individuals who have successfully overcome eating disorders, aiming to provide a safe and supportive space for listeners on their recovery journey.

Episodes

Feeling Out of Control Around Food? This Might Change How You See It Jun 23, 2026 1452 Most people in eating disorder recovery spend years trying to get it right.The right amount of food. The right level of hunger. The right level of fullness.In this episode, we're talking about what happens when recovery feels messy. When you eat past fullness, feel out of control around food, or stop trusting your own decisions.What if you're not failing recovery?What if you're lear
Your Eating Disorder Won’t Fix Your Bad Body Image: The Truth About Body Image and How to Cope Jun 9, 2026 1469 In this episode, I’m talking about one of the biggest myths in eating disorder recovery: the belief that your body image will improve once your body changes.So many people believe that losing weight, changing their shape, eating less, exercising more, or achieving a certain look will finally make them feel confident and comfortable in themselves. The reality is that eating disorders often make bod
Eating Disorders We Don’t Talk About: Chewing and Spitting May 26, 2026 1596 In this episode of Recover to Flourish, I’m talking about an eating disorder behaviour that is rarely spoken about openly: chewing and spitting. This is something that can bring a huge amount of shame, secrecy, and isolation, yet so many people struggle with it behind closed doors.I explore what chewing and spitting actually is, why it can become so addictive and compulsive, the physical and psych
Recovering from Movement Compulsions May 12, 2026 1762 In today’s episode, we’re talking about recovering from movement compulsions and the fear of slowing down. The need to earn food, hit step goals, or constantly move can become exhausting and all-consuming.If rest makes you feel guilty or anxious, you’re not alone. Movement compulsions are often rooted in fear, control, and the eating disorder trying to make you feel “safe.”In this episode, we cove
Postpartum and Eating Disorder Recovery: What No One Tells You Apr 28, 2026 1710 In today’s episode, we’re having a really honest conversation about postpartum and eating disorder recovery. The parts people don’t always talk about. The body changes, the emotions, the identity shift… and how all of that can land when you’ve had a complicated relationship with food or your body.If you’re in the postpartum phase and finding it harder than you expected, you’re not alone. You might
What to Do When You Have No Motivation to Recover from Your Eating Disorder Apr 14, 2026 1833 In today’s episode of the Recover to Flourish podcast, we’re talking about something that doesn’t get said enough — what to do when you just don’t feel motivated to recover. When you know what you should be doing, but you don’t want to do it. Or you feel flat, stuck, or even a bit numb.If that’s you, I want you to know this straight away… it doesn’t mean you’re failing. It doesn’t mean you don’t w
When Should I Stop Restoring Weight? And How Do I Eat “Normally” Again? Mar 31, 2026 1673 I'm back after a short maternity break! In today’s episode, we’re getting into a question that brings up a lot of fear and confusion in recovery — when do I stop restoring weight… and how do I actually eat “normally” again?If you’ve hit a point where things feel a bit more stable but also a bit uncertain, you’re not alone. Maybe part of you wants to hold on. Maybe part of you is scared of ove
Is It Actually Possible to Love Your Body? Mar 3, 2026 1574 In today’s episode, we’re talking about a question that comes up all the time in recovery — is it actually possible to love your body?Because if we’re honest, sometimes “body love” can feel unrealistic. Or forced. Or like something everyone else has figured out except you. If you’re in recovery and still having bad body image days, you might be wondering if you’re doing it wrong.In this episode, w
How an Eating Disorder Steals Who You Are... And What Comes Back in Recovery Feb 24, 2026 1000  In today’s episode, we’re talking about something that can feel hard to put into words — how an eating disorder slowly steals parts of who you are. Your personality. Your spark. Your confidence. Your relationships. Sometimes even your sense of humour.If you’ve ever looked back at old photos and thought, “I don’t feel like that person anymore,” this one’s for you.We’ll talk about how eating disord
Recovery Without Routine: Eating When Your Days Have No Structure Feb 17, 2026 1128 In this episode, we’re talking about recovery when your days have zero structure. No fixed lunch break. No school timetable. No clear start or finish. Just long, open days… and a brain that suddenly has way too much space to overthink food.If you’ve ever found that you eat “better” when you’re busy, but struggle when you’re off work, on holiday, freelancing, studying from home, or in a life transi
Nights Out, Alcohol, and Eating Disorder Recovery Feb 10, 2026 1178 In today’s episode, we’re talking about nights out, alcohol, and how all of this fits into eating disorder recovery. For so many people, socialising can feel loaded. The pressure to drink, the anxiety around food beforehand or after, and the fear of losing control can make nights out feel more stressful than fun.In this episode, I talk honestly about why nights out can be such a trigger in recover
Coping With Body Changes in Eating Disorder Recovery and Beyond Feb 3, 2026 1063 In today’s episode, we’re talking about body changes in eating disorder recovery — the ones no one really prepares you for. The physical shifts, the emotional reactions, and the moments where your body feels unfamiliar or hard to sit with.If you’re struggling with how your body is changing, you’re not doing recovery wrong. This part is hard. In this episode, I talk honestly about why body changes

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