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On The Mend

On The Mend

High Performance 75 Episodes Aug 17, 2026

On The Mend is a podcast hosted by Matt Willis that explores recovery, resilience, and mental strength through honest conversations. Each episode features guests sharing powerful stories of personal transformation, expert insights, or solo reflections on addiction, identity, and healing. The show is a companion for anyone navigating life's challenges, offering hope and practical tools.

Episodes

How James Haskell Survived Injury, Divorce and Grief & Came Out Stronger
How James Haskell Survived Injury, Divorce and Grief & Came Out Stronger Aug 17, 2026 1:17:02 Former England rugby star James Haskell explores life with unmedicated ADHD, the pressure of rugby's “tough guy” culture, and finding a sense of identity beyond the sport.James shares what it was like to navigate elite rugby without ADHD medication, the self-doubt behind his confident public persona, and why he believes real strength comes from being willing to talk.After retiring at 35, James had
The Moment Michelle Heaton Became Dependent On Alcohol
The Moment Michelle Heaton Became Dependent On Alcohol Aug 10, 2026 55:41 Singer and TV presenter Michelle Heaton's story is about more than addiction. It's about identity, loss, and finding your way back to yourself.In this episode, Michelle shares how a BRCA2 diagnosis, surgical menopause, and addiction became deeply intertwined, and how recovery helped her reconnect with the person she thought she'd lost.Together, we explore shame, healing, and why recovery is never
15 Questions About Addiction I’m Finally Answering | Matt Willis
15 Questions About Addiction I’m Finally Answering | Matt Willis Aug 3, 2026 27:28 In this solo episode, Matt Willis answers some of the internet’s most searched questions about addiction, relapse, and recovery, sharing the lessons he’s learned from his own journey.Matt explores why substances can feel like a solution before becoming something we need help escaping, why addiction isn’t a choice or a moral failing, and why relapse doesn’t mean starting again from zero.He also sha
Josh Connolly: Drunk, Selling Drugs & Becoming My Father’s Son
Josh Connolly: Drunk, Selling Drugs & Becoming My Father’s Son Jul 27, 2026 1:02:12 One of the UK's leading mental health advocates, Josh Connolly, joins us for a deeply honest conversation about childhood trauma, addiction, and what it really takes to break generational cycles.Josh reflects on growing up with a father battling severe alcoholism, witnessing his death at just nine years old, and the lasting impact those experiences had on his own life. He shares how he found himse
Sam Thompson: Blame, Masking and Never Feeling Enough
Sam Thompson: Blame, Masking and Never Feeling Enough Jul 20, 2026 53:02 TV presenter Sam Thompson opens up about his late-stage ADHD diagnosis and the profound relief of finally finding a reason, not an excuse, for a lifetime of struggling. Sam shares the emotional reckoning of his diagnosis, recalling the moment he wept uncontrollably as the weight of self-blame, school struggles, and feeling "not enough" finally lifted.He shares the practical, everyday tools that ke
Divorce, Breakdown & The Crash That Nearly Killed Me | Michail Antonio
Divorce, Breakdown & The Crash That Nearly Killed Me | Michail Antonio Jul 13, 2026 45:06 Premier League footballer Michail Antonio gets honest about the hidden cost of elite success, identity, and what it really means to rebuild. In this episode, Michail reflects on the reality of winning a historic trophy with West Ham, only to spend months struggling with depression and feeling overwhelmed by the pressure that followed. He also opens up about starting therapy at 34 to unpack ch
Millie Gooch: Alcohol Addiction, Blackouts and Hangover Anxiety
Millie Gooch: Alcohol Addiction, Blackouts and Hangover Anxiety Jul 6, 2026 56:35 Sober Girl Society founder Millie Gooch challenges everything we think we know about dependency in a conversation that dismantles the “rock bottom” myth. Despite a successful career and social life, alcohol was quietly affecting her mental health and relationships, leading her to realise she couldn’t keep going as she was.This discussion explores the cycle of “hangxiety” and how drinking is often
The Moment Dr. Tara Knew Her Marriage Was Over
The Moment Dr. Tara Knew Her Marriage Was Over Jun 29, 2026 54:47 Sexologist and TV expert Dr. Tara Suwinyattichaiporn (Celebs Go Dating, 90 Day Fiancé) joins us to break the heavy silence and shame surrounding sex, intimacy, and recovery.In a particularly raw moment, Matt admits he’s never spoken openly about sex with another man, highlighting the exact stigma that causes so many men to suffer in silence.Dr. Tara, who has built an audience of over 2 million fol
The Moment Will Young Stopped Recognising His Own Face
The Moment Will Young Stopped Recognising His Own Face Jun 22, 2026 54:27 Singer-songwriter and actor Will Young speaks with disarming honesty about surviving decades of trauma, hypervigilance, and the long shadow of shame. Following a breakdown during Cabaret, Will opens up about spending over ten years in a state of severe dissociation, describing it as living behind frosted glass, unable to recognize faces or feel joy.He also shares his profound path to healing throu
“I’m One Beer Away from Losing Everything” | The Script’s Danny O’Donoghue
“I’m One Beer Away from Losing Everything” | The Script’s Danny O’Donoghue Jun 15, 2026 1:02:17 The Script's Danny O'Donoghue gets brutally honest about grief, PTSD, and what it really took to get sober. Following the devastating loss of his bandmate and best friend Mark Sheehan, Danny opens up about hitting rock bottom over a dark Christmas in Dublin and the brutal reality of quitting it all cold turkey.This discussion tracks the rollercoaster of Danny's career, from a failed €15 million re
The Secret Addiction That Controlled Ore Oduba’s Life
The Secret Addiction That Controlled Ore Oduba’s Life Jun 8, 2026 1:08:02 TV presenter and broadcaster Ore Oduba joins us for an incredibly raw and unflinchingly honest conversation on pornography addiction, toxic masculinity, and grief.Ore opens up about being introduced to explicit material at just nine years old and the devastating "duality" of spending 30 years hiding his addiction while living a highly successful public life.This discussion dives deep into how repe
The Night John Robins Knew He Had to Quit Drinking
The Night John Robins Knew He Had to Quit Drinking Jun 1, 2026 53:19 Award-winning comedian and broadcaster John Robins tackles the fundamental question: are alcoholics born or made?In this episode, John opens up about his 20-year struggle with chronic alcohol use, the childhood signs that hid in plain sight, and why every "moderation spreadsheet" failed until he accepted that one drink was the real problem.The conversation moves past the "why" of addiction to focu

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