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I Shouldn't Say This, But...

I Shouldn't Say This, But...

Katy Leeson 142 Episodes Sep 17, 2026

I Shouldn't Say This, But... is a podcast hosted by Katy Leeson, former managing director of Social Chain and founder of Courageous. Aimed at leaders and founders, each episode offers honest conversations about the challenges of leadership—doubt, people, culture, tough decisions, and the personal cost of building something. Without performance or pretence, the show provides real, relatable discussions that help listeners feel less alone and take practical insights back into their work. It's a space for the conversations that leaders often feel they can't have anywhere else.

Episodes

S6 Ep16: Google Told Me I Couldn't Be A Managing Director (Here's How I've Proved It Wrong)
S6 Ep16: Google Told Me I Couldn't Be A Managing Director (Here's How I've Proved It Wrong) Sep 17, 2026 1456 I’m back for another catch-up with my producer Stefan - the second one now, so if you liked the last unfiltered chat, this is more of that.We're covering off everything that’s been going on in my life since the last one:  The ‘old man in a grey suit’ MD image that’s followed me since my first imposter syndrome session  Flying BA to speak at BA and making someone overcome with an emotion (which wa
S6 Ep15: They Told Me I Was Barren at 43. Here's How I Got Pregnant Naturally at 44 | Liberty Mills
S6 Ep15: They Told Me I Was Barren at 43. Here's How I Got Pregnant Naturally at 44 | Liberty Mills Sep 10, 2026 2654 At 43, Liberty Mills was told one of your ovaries is empty and you are barren. She could have accepted it. She didn't, having already reversed her lupus diagnosis and gave birth naturally two weeks before turning 25.I sit down with Liberty, a Fertility and Autoimmune Coach, to unpack how she did it and the philosophy she teaches clients: test, don't guess. Before any supplement or protocol, find
S6 Ep14: I Shouldn't Say This But, Here's The Real Reason I Interview People
S6 Ep14: I Shouldn't Say This But, Here's The Real Reason I Interview People Sep 3, 2026 450 We're a good few episodes into the new series of I Shouldn't Say This, But, and I wanted to do something different this week - a solo recap of what I've personally learned, what's changed, and where we're going next, so buckle up!When I brought the podcast back, it wasn't just about creating more content. I wanted to create a safe space where leaders and founders could feel less alone talking abo
S6 Ep13: Why "Being Nice" Is Actually the Coward's Way Out. From the Harrods shop floor to founder: Heather Elkington
S6 Ep13: Why "Being Nice" Is Actually the Coward's Way Out. From the Harrods shop floor to founder: Heather Elkington Aug 27, 2026 4746 Heather started out being trained not to say the word "toilet" on the Harrods shop floor. She ended up running culture for a Footsie 100 business, sat in rooms twenty years her senior, telling herself her opinion didn't count.This episode is about what happened in between, and the philosophy she built off the back of it: nice vs kind. Why being nice is the coward's option. Why the strongest relat
S6 Ep12: I Nearly Went Back to Employment (And Here's Why I Didn't)
S6 Ep12: I Nearly Went Back to Employment (And Here's Why I Didn't) Aug 20, 2026 922 We're three months into the podcast (five if you count the planning), and I wanted to do something different for this one: an unfiltered chat with my producer Stefan.In this episode, we get into: Why I chose Mollie's over a studio, and the branding lesson I took from watching Steven Bartlett build a recognisable set from his own flat The advice from Heather Elkington that changed how I thought ab
S6 Ep11: The Government Wiped Out 124,000 Jobs. I Watched It Happen | Sacha Lord
S6 Ep11: The Government Wiped Out 124,000 Jobs. I Watched It Happen | Sacha Lord Aug 13, 2026 4587 Sacha Lord: Warehouse Project, Losing a Customer, and Why He Took the Government to CourtHe turned up to the Hacienda in his dad's suit and got turned away at the door. Thirty-five years later, Sacha Lord has built and sold the biggest club night and metropolitan festival in the UK, become Greater Manchester's night-time economy advisor, and taken the government to the High Court, and won.In this
S6 Ep10: Your Leadership Team's Silence Is Costing You £17.8 Million a Year | Ash Jones
S6 Ep10: Your Leadership Team's Silence Is Costing You £17.8 Million a Year | Ash Jones Aug 6, 2026 4591 I sat down with Ash Jones, Steven Bartlett's first-ever personal brand manager (and first person to ever have the title), founder of one of the UK's first personal branding agencies and my good friend, to talk about the real cost of staying quiet when it comes to personal branding for you and the people in your team. We get into why you can't outsource your voice, the side doors that quietly open
S6 Ep9: I Got 1 Million Listeners on BBC Radio 4 (And My Imposter Syndrome Took Over)
S6 Ep9: I Got 1 Million Listeners on BBC Radio 4 (And My Imposter Syndrome Took Over) Jul 30, 2026 680 This week I'm catching you up on one of the biggest moments of my year so far! Recording BBC Radio 4's The Bottom Line with Evan Davis, Andy Ransom (former CEO of Rentokil) and imposter syndrome expert Dr Valerie Young.The topic? Imposter syndrome, my specialist subject. Except the moment I found out a million people would be tuning in, my own imposter syndrome decided to show up in spectacular f
S6 Ep8: My Husband Wasn't Paid for 9 Months, So We Built a 500 Freelancer Network
S6 Ep8: My Husband Wasn't Paid for 9 Months, So We Built a 500 Freelancer Network Jul 23, 2026 2313 This week I'm joined by Pav, CEO of We Are The Allies, the incredible agency behind this podcast, and it's one of the best founding stories I've heard.Pav's career started in the accounts department of a Leeds agency (she didn't even have the GCSEs for it) and took her through the marketing departments of Morrisons, Poundland and Co-op before she finally went out on her own. But the real spark ca
S6 Ep7: Hustle Culture Is Lying To Women. The NHS Dietician's Truth About Hormones, Food & Burnout
S6 Ep7: Hustle Culture Is Lying To Women. The NHS Dietician's Truth About Hormones, Food & Burnout Jul 16, 2026 2394 Why You're Exhausted, Foggy and Under-Fuelled (And What To Do About It) | Jade Reilly, NHS DietitianIn this episode I sit down with Jade Reilly, a registered dietitian of over a decade with the NHS, personal trainer, Pilates teacher, and On running ambassador, to talk about what it actually takes to fuel a body that's trying to build a business, train like an athlete, and show up for everyone els
S6 Ep6: "I've had death threats...over hair" The reality of building a personal brand online with Sarah Louise Keane
S6 Ep6: "I've had death threats...over hair" The reality of building a personal brand online with Sarah Louise Keane Jul 9, 2026 3515 She's had death threats over hair. She won't stop.In this episode of I Shouldn't Say This But, Katy Leeson sits down with hairdresser, turned-content-creator Sarah (SLK), 21 years in the industry, founder of Host Manchester, and one of the most followed voices in UK hairdressing.Sarah opens up about the reality behind the highlight reel: the trolling, the violent threats, the message that made he
S6 Ep5: I'm Collecting Memories, Not Sleep Scores
S6 Ep5: I'm Collecting Memories, Not Sleep Scores Jul 2, 2026 1327 Consider this your invitation to pull up a chair at Mollies and have a proper catch-up with me, because that's exactly what this episode is.It's been a whirlwind few weeks. I'm talking talks, coaching sessions that made me genuinely emotional, a fitness competition that nearly finished me off (but also proved what this body is capable of, 100kg deadlift?!), and a business that finally feels like

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